More of utter sameness

Too often I look at myself and utter: Bah HUMBUG! Sometimes its more like, "Giiiirl, whatchoo upto?" Occassionally I mumble, "not bad," but usually its more of a '"Yikes, watchit"

Today was bad. Another friend got engaged. woohoo. ...friend two went on sour date, friend three, friend four...everyone is busy busy busy.

and me? my lovelife is too odd to elaborate. Odd it is, and that always makes for a good story, but hey, 90% of my readers are my best friends, and you know enough about me, right?

Why not grab the backspace button with right pinky, and hold??? damn, I wish I could do that in the real world.

I read the paper every morning, and some days the front page makes sense-the politics, people, press...pressure...punditry...pandemic...phew.
some days I wish the world would stop spinning so I can catch my breath.

I developed some pictures from thanksgiving weekend. I look beautiful, and so do everyone else in the pics. Its amazing how good we look when we feel good. So don't look right now. I'm feeling a bit shitty.

Man of my dreams, can you come by tonight on your white stallion and take me out for coffee? we can leave the horse outside and tumble into starbucks, order gingerbread lattes and philosophise existentially.

Or, we can look into each others' eyes, and (cough)....ooops. didn't mean to scare you, dear reader

I think I really need to end this post. Can't believe this is all I have to write after a month...maybe I just should have waited.