Kainahorah--I should change this all to "The Blathering Idiot" I admit, while this blog often appears directionless (you know you are desperate when you start posting undergrad papers), well, anyway, I am just making excuses for not having a 'themed blog." one in which all postings follow a coherant stream of thought. Its not that I am a bad writer, its just that my focus is split in a million different directions, and it is nearly impossible for me to focus on anything. For example, right now I am looking at airline tickets, not brushing my teeth and going to bed, not completed my physics homework and writing a to-do list for tomorrow. You think not doing things make me busier? well, ah , yes, they do because my focus is diverted by thoughts that I am not accomplishing those very things. I am in a happy and sometimes not so happy state of freakout becuase I am getting my BA/BPA at the end of thissememster. and then the inevitable, "now what?" Too tired to go over options again. Know what I will do anyway.